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This is a small shrine, to the man i know i loved with all my heart.
his name was steve, and i think every one who knew him, loved him. steve was a great man, who died of the young age
of 18. i know i speak for every one who knew him, when i say we all loved him dearly. we all fought over
who he belonged to, who claimed him, or who loved him more. althought i only have the pic on the front page, i never
needed to see him. we had talked for almost three months before i found out what happened to him on the first day
of winter, december 21, 2004.
it will be very hard, not
to think about him. i know he didnt suffer, but i still know he wouldn't want the one's he loved, to greive, and morn.
no matter what any one says, i wil always love the man i lost.
we made promises to eachother.
he said he would never leave me. i said, i would kill myself if he did. i just may keep the promise, just so i
can still be with him.
i told my friend how i felt
about steve, and i feel now, and he knows what i feel. he told me "it wasnt like he just decied to die...atleast think
of this, he would want you to live for him...not die for him," and i know this is true. but i can't help but feel
empty. if anyone else who knew steve, i know you would feel the same way.
i cant help but feel i made a promise
that i have to keep. that is what they were said for. no one knew him like i knew him. and although
there are some girls who said i dont know him, i know the things he said to me, and they cant change that.
they say dont flatter yourself, he loved me and you can't chane that.
i may not know much about steve's life
outside of our chat, but i still cant help but feel, that i loved...and i lost.
we love you, we miss you, we will live for you, and will die for you, but never forget you
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is there really anything more to say? if you knew this boy, email me and i shall update my small tribute
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